This article contains spoilers for the ending of the Keeping Up With the Kardashians series.
Kim kardashian practically kept her marriage to Kanye West out of the lines of her family’s reality show, keeping up with the Kardashians.
But now that the series has ended after 20 seasons and 14 years on the air, and the couple are divorcing, the the reality star has let his guard down.
In the series finale that aired today, Kardashian had a heartbreaking conversation with her mother, Kris jenner, in which the 40-year-old woman admitted feeling lonely before announcing the end of her six-year marriage to the rapper.
“I feel like I have worked so hard in life to achieve everything I wanted and I have lived up to my expectations and I have achieved 10 times what I thought was humanly possible, but I have not a life to share that with. “Kardashian said in front of the camera.
“Am I going to sit here and think, ‘Okay, my kids satisfy me and I’m okay?’ I never thought I was lonely. I just thought that was totally fine, I can only have my children. “
The reality star shares four children with West: North, seven, Saint, five, Chicago, three, and Psalm, two. And it all got too overwhelming when she found herself raising the kids alone in Los Angeles when West decided to move to Wyoming.
“My husband is moving from state to state. I’m just on this trip with him and he was okay with that. And then after turning 40 this year, I realized that no, I don’t want a husband who lives in a been different, “he said.
“I want someone with whom we have the same programs in common. I want someone who wants to exercise with me. It’s the little things, it’s what I don’t have. I have all the big things. I have everything extravagant you can possibly imagine and no one. He will do so. I am grateful for those experiences, but I think I am ready for the little experiences that will mean a lot. “
Before Kardashian filed for divorce in February, the couple went through a challenging period. In his quest for the United States presidency last year, West, who has been diagnosed with bipolar disorder – revealed some private conversations he had with his wife in a strange spiel on Twitter, while also chasing his mother-in-law Jenner.
“I’m numb. I’m tired of it. But I know I’ll be happy,” Kim said of feeling lonely in the marriage. “I didn’t come that far just to go this far and not be happy.”
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